When you want something, all the universe conspires to help you achieve it.
Paolo Coelho said that, in The Alchemist. I loved this book, but I don’t remember the context of this quote at all. So when I say it to myself, my internal voice – the judger, the critic, the ego – says, “Really? The universe conspires to make everything work out? Just because you want it?” Pause. “Really?”
There are a lot of wishes on my wish list currently. I am wishing for a new day job and for success and productivity in my side hustle. I am ALSO wishing for better all-around self-care. I want a job and a side hustle with which I am obsessed. Right now, I feel half-hearted about just about everything I’m doing.
I want time to write. I want time to think. I want to feel happy and enthr
alled and obsessed with my everyday life.
I want to write. I want to help people. I want to work for myself. I want to feel independent and energized and motivated and free.
Lately, this blog contains a lot of ranting and raving and venting. Much more of that than me actually writing and creating. But it is what it is for now.
I’m ready for a change. I’m ready for a life transformation. I’m ready to be done with my fears and the bullshit that’s been holding me back.
